This is the true story of a young girl born into an ungodly environment, her anger at God at an early age, her struggles with alcoholic parents, two divorces and life in general. After rejecting God at an early age she finds out twenty three years later through a dramatic experience that He was there all the time. I was born in Parker, Pa. also known as Perryville to a family of ten. I am a retired Vocational Nurse and a retired jail chaplain who also holds a lifetime Christian ministers license. I have two grown children and five grandchildren. I love to spend time with family, read and walk and look at beautiful things. I am telling my story to reach a world desperately in need of God.