The older I became the less I understood about the meaning of Love and its relationship with my career, work and life in general. The confusion of lust with love caused many setbacks in all areas. Life became less clear. Once I understood my role in life as a son, a brother a father and spouse, life became livable and with less self-tormenting conflicts. After leaving home in Northeastern Oklahoma at eighteen this father of five later settled down, after an Air Force career, in the beautiful Pacific NW where all the magic of life comes together with family. His hobbies are cooking, enjoying music, and studying family history.